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Inactive to the power of 10I don't knowInactive to the power of 10 by Amber100
I guess there are just too many things happening at once and I can't keep up.
I do have some free time which I could spend drawing, and I do have inspiration. Maybe I lack patience to finish a piece? Maybe I'm not too proud of my art anymore because I feel like I don't have room to develop and grow? I am stuck with my horrible tablet and gimp 2.7, I just don't feel like it fits me anymore.
I've been pretty emotionally unstable the last few weeks, one day everything is fine and I have a great time with my amazing friends and loving family, and another day I can barely get out of bed because of an emotional breakdown. Maybe I have moodswings because I'm bipolar or whatever it is called, who knows. There are just so many different emotions I'm experiencing at once and it just confuses me, I sometimes don't know what to do or how to react. Whenever I think about drawing, I think about the days I used to draw all the time, at school, at home, on the bus, wherever whenever
I Am Me: ReflectionNow that I've achieved a milestone, I reflected on my last 21 years of life.Sagojyousartpage
Have I changed?
The answer is simple: Yes and No.
I was looking at my Japanese school year book from 6th grade and 12th grade, which were both "graudations". In both of them, my teachers wrote "you are a strong-willed person who will pull through."
"Hm, that honestly hasn't changed," I thought. My teachers knew me well; screw this "I am lazy/procrastinator" stuff; I never classified myself as one; in fact, I am the total opposite: I am a very persistent, hardworking person. I have always been.
Even in those year books my teachers wrote how they knew I wanted to be a math teacher. I kept going for that dream, no matter how many exams and classes I failed and had to retake; I followed through. So the "core" of me has not changed, and it will always remain the same: the hardworking person that I am.
Also they knew that as strong as I am, I am a very sensitive person. Every little thing I or my friends
Sorry for my bad English, I speak Spanish |
My real name is Naira and I like being called this way ^w^ I'm an alchemy learner... Okay, okay, just a chemistry student XD I love manga and anime and I really look up people who are talented artists.
Some of my favourite things are Pokémon, chocolate, drawing and getting great marks at school. I'm fencing!
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Current Residence: Spain
Favourite genre of music: ... I like songs, not a specific genre
Favourite style of art: I like fantastic style and realistic but I draw mainly anime/manga because I'm awful at the others XD
Operating System: Windows 8
Favourite cartoon character: Toshiro Hitsugaya (Bleach), Gary Oak (Pokémon) , Tsubomi Kido (Kagerou Project)